Sunday, November 12, 2006
I haven't been in here for quite some time... Been real busy, so i don't have time to grab enough time to blog over here... Well, the weekend was like I said, hectic. Friday evening featured me being abandoned by my parents and sisters at my Great Uncle's house for an open-air buffet where I realised how big my extended family was, and how little I knew of them. Scared and very much alone, I seeked refuge in sms-ing people like crazy until the aunts, uncles and cousins, who were a lot more closer to home arrived... Yeah, and I even brought a book cause I was bored of watching my younger cousins butts blocking my view of the Cartoon Network on TV. Hehehe... Halfway through the party, Jon, Hao Zhe, ET and I decided to ditch the family function and run through the rain to Jon and Steph's house nearby. There, the guys played Maple Story and hogged the comp while I settled down in front of the TV to watch Click. Lol. It's an interesting movie btw.
Saturday morning, I woke up really late and lazed around the house like crazy. Then I had sausages for brunch and took a quick shower before heading to Steph's house for ISCA. Hardly anyone came though... Less than 10 of us. So, GOOD LUCK to all SPM-ians who are facing their exams on Thursday. =D The lesson was really good. The first question was... Why are people usually afraid of failure? Hmmm... Then we all answered... hehehe... My answer was like... We're not afraid of failure itself actually, what we fear... is the fact that we have to admit that we've failed... that we have no other choices... The add-on was that we had a fear for the consequences, the price that we have to pay for our failure to perform a task... Ponder on that people...
After ISCA, were I had to skip my uncle's wedding ceremony... I went home for a quick shower and changed into my favourite brown flare skirt, black sleeveless top and a thin, brown scarf... Why the formality? My uncle's wedding dinner of course! Lol... The food was pretty okay, but I didn't have an appetite... Wonder why.... Hmm... was smsin wit more people cause I don't really like places where everyone knows you and expects you to do the same... Haaiiizzz... Plus.. I actually have a fear of talking to people older than me... Not as in age exactly... Not upfront... But the attitude and way of life... I usually try to avoid things like these... The same goes for people "higher up" than me... I have a feeling like I don't belong, like i've walked into a foreign country... and I have no rights for myself... I feel like I need the permission of everyone before I so anything. My mom used to tell me when I was younger that I was confident and loud... Now I never hear that... I guess 7 years at a chinese school and being too confident compared to other kids made me feel like I didn't belong... But that's just a theory... Well, I heard there was a party at Hadi's where everyone enjoyed the place but... not so much of the actual part... I remember my party this year... completely pathetic actually...Well, learn from your mistakes and try again right?
Well, after the dinner it was kinda late... But My family, Steph's and Lucas's brought us all to McDonalds near the sports centre a the petrol station and we had a suprise birthday party for Ethan. It was really fun and I enjoyed my ice-cream cone though I had barely any appetite... Plus, everyone was staring at us cause we were like partying at McD's with formal clothes and scarfs and stuff... When I brought my sis to the convenience store at the petrol station this wierd Malay guy came to the counter beside me when I was paying and tried to hit on me. Euuukkk! I was kinda scared but also annoyed, like, what do you think I am? Some cheap toy??? Sheeshh! So, I just ignored him and my sis and I just went back to where the others were. The first thing I noticed that everyone was laughing their heead off at Lucas who was trying his best to make Jon laugh. Jon, being Jon, refused to do so... So Lucas finally gave up, blue in the face... hehehe!
Sunday morning, I suffered from fatigue and woke up at 6.30a.m. to get to school on time... Had to miss church,,, really guilty... >.< Well, there was a Inter-school Basketball Competition which the coach put together... My last match for the Under-15 Cempakan Galz Team if I may add... The competitors were Taman Desa, Kuan Ching, Sri Putri, Cempakan Girls and Cempakan Boyz (Primary students) Well, I loved the Taman Desa girls,they were really friendly and I got a couple of their e-adds so I can post them on interesting event. Kuan Ching sent their B Team, which was quite new but totally dominated most of us at once... I didn't like Sri Putri though... they had this atmosphere around them... that I distrusted and didn't like... It was plain mean... I don't know how to explain it though... Oh well, then completely exhausted... I went home... Sorry to my other team mates that I didn't join you guyz at Midvalley... But I was reallt tired plus I was kinda in a rush to get home... My parents had to send me to church earlier than usual that day cause they had to get to my greatgrandma's Birthday Party...
There wesn't any actualy rehearsals dat day... Just make-up practise that I had to miss becuase it was a week before PMR... Hmm... Bummer... I had some fun at Awards Night preparations first, then went to mamak with Mary-Anne cause SOME people couldn't make it... LOL... Well, I had to suffer half an hour of my hair being pinned back from my face... The light was so glaring and bright... Oh well, I guess my make-up artist is really experienced but since she's working on a new face, she made a few bloopers... First, the foundation was a tad too dark for me... The blush was a bit TOO much... and Green eyeshadow looked great on me but pairing it with yellow kinda faded the effect... Hmm... Then she suggested that I trim my eyebrows... which I knew my parents won't allow... I mean, I'm just a "little girl" rite?? Haiizz... Maybe ask her to trim for melarr... LoL... Well, I liked the way she did my lips... I felt like 'whoa'... Then she asked me to try and do one of those DIY gloves, like Boriz's... It's not bad actually, it's pretty cool... it looked like the gloves that came out in WWRY minus the hot additions... Well, I guess I would love one! Hahaha...!
K, I've been writing for an hour now... I guess I better head up to the waiting area... the van's probably there already... Haiizzz... I'll write about Talentime later okay? Btw, I LURVED FRREAKY@ISH!!! Lol, You guyz ROCK!
11:19 PM; unforgotten.Y
