Tuesday, October 31, 2006
I hope you people like the new template, it's not finished yet, but I have an important announcement to make... *clears throat*
I GOT MY HANDPHONE BACK!!!
I'll be back with more later!!! Yay!
3:09 PM; unforgotten.Y
Monday, October 30, 2006
I'm alive, still alive... still safe... My throat, oh, my throat... it BURNS!!! Wonder why? I'm singing All I ask Of You with Fiz over here now. wakakaka... The girls tone is so friggin high! My throat is raw from the effort already... hahaha... But it's a nice song, and it's suprising that I can actually reach these notes. Lol. Sufiz is singing with a large, wooden spoon btw. ;p Don't ask. Hahaha! I met the Damansarans just now, they're really fun. k, g2g. Hazrula and Vik are here. blekz! >.<
7:59 PM; unforgotten.Y
Yesterday was the Form 3 Games Carnival which I had no idea about... ;p Luckily I always bring sports attire these days, and then I found out that I'm not in the group dance anymore, sob, cause they couldn't contact me for practise during the holidays. awhh man.. Oh well, Talentime auditions are today and Me and Sufiz are hopefully singing All I want Of You from Phantom Of the opera. g2g. Van here! bye!
3:05 PM; unforgotten.Y
Sunday, October 29, 2006
Kelong Deep Sea Fishing Trip in Mersing
Living in a kelong in the middle of the sea and deep sea fishing for 3D2N is a really great experience and I really enjoyed it. I met some new people, good and bad. I had some really nice moments like catching and eating my own fish, watching the excitement of people you barely know as they congratulate you on your catch... Seeing giant squid, swordfish and baby sharks being pulled up from the dark sea at night... The stars clustered in the beautifully clear sky as I hum the Fayth's Hymn and Amazing Grace... Karaoke where everyone's too shy to sing... Mahjong when there's no electricity... Bathing a few feet from the surface of the sea... Open space and hardly any doors... The sea breeze... Releasing puffer fish when they're bloated... watching trigger fish chase away schools of groupers and silver guppies... Swimming in the afternoon and charging into waves as high as your chest... Making new friends and meeting old one's... Singing and writing by the water with your bare feet kicking above the water as the sun sets and casts a warm glow over everything... So I wrote a song, it's not the most positive thing I wrote... But I like it, and it speaks to me...
Holiday/ I Mish You
Verse 1
Right now I’m on holiday,
an island in the sun.
Yet it's not paradise to me,
cause you're on holiday, somewhere else.
Even as I swim through clear blue seas,
dazzled by a million fishes.
Everything you'll say and do,
just keeps on coming into my head.
This holiday is but a dream,
yet it's not paradise to me,
cause you're on holiday, somewhere else.
Chorus
Holiday, The sea and sky awakens me.
Yet I can’t and I don’t want to,
Keep you off my mind.
Holiday, the waves are breaking on the shore.
Yet I can’t and I don’t want to,
Stop hearing you say I mish you.
Verse 2
Beaches out there close to sight,
People here I barely know,
so friendly and so kind.
The water’s turquoise and the sky is so clear.
It’s the perfect holiday,
but you’re not here.
Everyone around me is having fun,
But I’m by the side, just writing to you.
I don’t need fun,
I just need you.
This holiday is but a dream,
yet it's not paradise to me,
cause you're on holiday, somewhere else.
*Chorus*
Bridge
No phone, no signal,
no hearing your voice.
No computer here to tell you how I feel.
Just pen and paper to write you a letter,
One I can only deliver when I’m back home with you.
Oops, my pen just dropped into the water,
Guess I was too busy thinking of you.
I hope you won’t forget how much I want you,
Without me there to say I mish you.
12:24 AM; unforgotten.Y
22 October 2006
Song...
Don't ask... It's just another song...
Past the Door No Looking Back
Verse 1
Late in the night,
We stand together,
saying goodbye.
I sing one more song for you,
dance one last time for you.
It's over before we even started,
our hearts were never ours to begin with.
So I'll sing you one last song before you go...
*Chorus
But it's almost over, we can't stay here together.
I know this yet still I'll miss you.
Just maybe it'll be different.
That when my eyes reopen,
you'll still be here and never leave,
that you looked back,
that I won't need to close the door
Verse 2
You're worried for me,
that I'll be hurt.
I stare into your eyes,
I know this is is the last time.
A promise is a promise, you can't break.
Our one last kiss, so bittersweet,
before you walk away, no looking back.
*Chorus*
Verse 3
Yet we have no regrets.
It's time for you to leave,
and I say goodbye though I want to cry.
And you go past the door, no looking back,
while I watch you fade away...
Ending Chorus
Because it's over now,
we couldn't stay together.
I know all this yet still I missed you.
I wished it had been different,
that when my eyes reopened,
you were always there and you never left,
that I had never closed the door...
blekz, ;p, so blur after writing this... Lol... sleepy time, by the time school starts I'm sure I'll be *to quote boriz* "fat fat piggy liao". Yes, the song is based on a very personal experience, I won't say if it's mine though! LOL ;p
12:21 AM; unforgotten.Y
19 October, 2006
Poem?
Searching for the light on the brink of darkness,
Gasping for air on the surface of bleakness.
Screaming aloud to break the silent emptiness,
And all that’s left is nothingness.
There is nothing left for me to keep,
Just memories that make me weep,
Things that remind me, hurting down and deep,
that what you sow, you’re sure to reap.
Soulless bodies, empty eyes,
Somewhere out there, someone cries,
But who cares? She is sick, she dies.
No one bothers, she is covered in flies.
Who bothers, wonders why my screams,
Can pierce into my deepest dreams?
When sanity hangs by its seams,
And nothing is as it ever seems.
I’ve lost my trust and confidence,
In beauty and its elegance,
In everything and reverence.
There’s nothing left, no evidence.
Where everywhere there are accusations,
When there is no hope for God’s creations.
No peace, no love for our generations,
And all we have are wars for the nations.
-I feel lousy-
12:20 AM; unforgotten.Y
12, October 2006
WHEE--dom
*points finger under your nose* Datz my word dude, Wheedom *emphasizes greatly* . Don't u dare steal it * points again* *with strength* *more strength*. Copyriteness me. *Revelation* Oooooh... *thinks* copyrightness... *still thinking* ANOTHER new word. * stops thinking* *starts jumping up and down like a evil genius. (which I am, of course)* It's mine! *laughs maniacally* It's mine *laughs manically some more* *chokes on laughter* *bored expression takes over maniacally laughing expression*
...I'm so bored right now
*obvious boredom* ;p
12:18 AM; unforgotten.Y
11, October, 2006
Shopping? Sale? Where?
This haze iz really too much. I can't go out to play basketball AT ALL! No showing off my new basketball, my new sweats, my new clothes. SOB.. Anywayz, I found this cool pair of pants over at a warehouse sale for Giordano. It's a hybrid of khakis/jeans/tracks. It's confortable, loose, can be easily accesorised and customized and only cost about RM 19. I got a bargain there huh? Besides that, the sports shop selling Adidas, Nike, Reebok and PUMA at Great Eastern Mall is having a HUGE sale. Get over there people. Things are getting cheap there! Lol. Anyways, I went to Ampang Point with Ashleigh, Megan, Vandana and Steph, my cuz! We wanted to go bowling but it was really TOO expensive! RM 6.90 cause it was a public holiday. So we skipped that idea and went window shopping instead. Which, we being red-blooded women, turned out to be real shopping... hahaha!! Drop by at PDI and check out the sale they have on temp hair dye. RM19.90, Buy 1 Free 1. Not bad huh? There's green, brown, gold, orange, pink, purple, blue, glitter, and more! On the other hand, there are three places which sell games for electronical devices. One is the wide and open shop nearby Popular, while there's another stall near the sushi stall. Lastly, there's a small store stashed away around the area near the Arab stall and the handphone repairs on the Ground Floor. The first shop has okay prices, reasonable and normal, the choices are okayy, but they dont supply the latest, just a few popular choices. The second floor is okay at first glance, but I don't really like they're choice of games. More of racing and killing I guess, but I never bothered to ask the price. Finally, the last store supplies the latest games and even games that I didn't even know were out, and games I thought were gone for good. lol. This stall supplies games that are hard to find in a other shops, stalls and stores. The prices? A little higher than usual, but still okay. After all, no one else has them yet. By the Way, SPCA may be having it's annual Jumble Sale soon so be there early, or you'll won't get the best out of it. For me, the first place to hit is the books section, I'm gonna pick up comics and famous authors first. These always go fast by the way, and they're dirt cheap. Then head over to the trinkets, jewellery, accesories area. They go fast too, but watch out, these trinkets are tricky. I usually buy something that looks a little dull or rusted or something, then restore it. It then looks good as new. I found a mirror there once, The cover was gorgeous and beautifully artistic in bronze, but the mirror inside had a few cracks on the side. I bought it at RM 2 and replaced the mirror inside easily. It is now so beatiful that I couldn't bear to part with it. Another time, I found an old rusted brass buckle that just looked clumpy. But I bought is as it only cost RM1. Guess what I found after removing the rust? A beautifully carved brass sun. After polishing it, it simply shone. It is so amazing what one can do to transform items. So if anyone can point me towards some flea markets, jumble sales or junk stores, I would be really grateful. After all, it is always fun to experiment!
12:16 AM; unforgotten.Y
I was about to create a new blog over here, due to the constant nagging of SOME people... when I realised that I actually have a long lost blog that I created a loong time ago. I just found out in fact... ;p So, looks like I was the first to start on this blogspot.com craze among my friends. muahahaha... Anyways, I'm not gonna write much. Everything here is pretty much okay for me already. I'm just going to move some of my friendster blog posts and hopefully, a few readers, over here. I'm going to update frequentally of course, I hope. ;p Not the hardest feat since PMR is over already! :D So, hmm, for my first post... lemme just go and get some of my old stuff in here and get settled okay? ;p
BRB, LeX!
12:09 AM; unforgotten.Y
Saturday, October 28, 2006
Well, I just found out that I had a long-lost blog stored away in here so I've come to reclaim it and hopefully, I'll update it frequentally. Not a hard task since my PMR is finally over. ;p Anyways, I'm moving the contents and even possibly, the readers of my Friendster blog here. That way, it'll be a lot easier. :D So, for my first post in here for a really, really long time... uhmm... maybe I better go announce this in my Friendster blog first. ;p Then i'll move things here. BRB!
11:57 PM; unforgotten.Y
